unetherized

say for the hundredth time

how much i love my big

and DLP

and life

and rutgers

and my friends?

YES I THINK SO.

so, it’s a lot.

lotta love.

all y’all have no idea.

<3

<3

<3

<3

all that ever needs to be seen on this tumblr ever again

<3

<3

Mraaaah I love DLP. And everyone. In it. I feel warm and fuzzy inside, yanno? Three people today have said they wish they had my energy. Little do they know. I’m just really happy. I run on hugs and love. Both of which are in plentiful supply. Pledging is the best fucking thing ever.

okay lenny says definitely go, and if bringing soup make it non creamy, and gatorade is good

and the rest of his text hasn’t come through yet but whatever

OFF TO THE DCC

it’s still open right? shit maybe. uno’s should be open. okay. uno’s it is.

I AM GOING TO INDULGE MY RIDICULOUS MOTHERING INSTINCTS AND SHOWER THOSE I LOVE WITH AFFECTION, BYE TUMBLR

so daniel told me lenny would know what to do because maternal instincts, rob is sick and i am ready to jump on a bus to busch with a bowl of soup

like right now

i knowwww he likes to hibernate solo but really

fevers

not okay

and daniel and i are like hmm. to impose mothering or to let it be.

where is the line.

i don’t like this “you shouldn’t be worrying about me it’s supposed to be the other way around!” stuff. I WILL COME AND TEND YOU AND BRING NOMS AND YOU WILL NOT BE ALONE

unless you’d really prefer not, in which case i respect, but unless you genuinely don’t want, i will be anywhere anytime with anything

i don’t want you to say “when i feel better we’ll get lunch i promise!” i know that!

i want you to tell me whether you’d be sad if i came over with soup and petted your head

because i will never let someone i love not be taken care of when they need it

i am just painting all my friends portraits and little animals in technicolor watercolor

and i am going a little crazy with it

it went from hey i’m super artistically productive right now to MUST. WATERCOLOR. EVERYTHING.

i’m even tackling my fear of drawing faces

stepping out of the horse drawing comfort zone

i do it all straightup freehand and no sketching anything just bam colors onto paper here we go

and i feel so fancy

too bad i’m a science major, haha. and this does not help me with anything in life XD

am definitely pledging dlp

i just luffs everyone there so much

i can’t even

tonight was aaaaaawesome

lenny totally blew down the card castle i was building but it’s okay

the new people were really nice and wonderful. randall came! and someone who lives on busch! BUSCH REPRESEEEENT! this is cool because now i have more people to visit there besides anna and erica <3 and yay queer bio majors on busch I KNEW oSTEM WAS A GOOD IDEA! iz gonna be wonderful.

also can we talk about how much i love rob and daniel for a moment x3

and eric

and glenn

and chris

and just

everyone. it’s just the most wonderful bunch of peoples ever. and so my speed. i am not a crazy nonstop party animal. i think gamma would squash me like a pancake in less than a week.

hot cocoa in pajamas pretend snow-day bum around and tell stories as a rush event, yes please

waah i missed my baby so much i doodled her in the giant chunky watercolor pencils i got half off the other day

the fact that i can draw my horse’s face without a single moment of hesitation or pre-sketching or anything at all is kinda weird

just shabam

i know my horses’ faces, man.

that is the only thing in the world i can draw off the top of my head, lmao.

it’s pretty.

i miss her.

happy

# you know sometimes you make really fantastic friends. not many but a few. the kind of people whose existence just makes you happy. and you can do nothing with. and it is awesome. yeah good stuff.

jake fuck showers come sleep over more.